Losing Direction Liaw

This few months i really dunno wat i am doing here.......... Ya i enjoy home sweet at ipoh and got a good career at ipoh. But these things seems like not can not fill my emptiness.......... I want to frustrated liaw......... God please give me some direction i really losing my direction............. I dunno wat can i do d......... I dun want my life is so boring la.......... Is it this called as lonelyness ......... I think so ...... Actually i not lonely also i got some colleagues accompany me eating lunch and sometime also my friends also ajak me to yam cha ........... BUT STILL NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!! NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Someone can give me some suggestion???? Will i better to not staying at Ipoh and went to other place to start a challenging life again......... Like the 4 years past when i studied at UMS.......... I really want to have some holiday and go a place where the place no one know me and stay at there relax and rest......... I think this is the best time for me to really rest...............................